Your books have helped me understand myself better. I was raped and abused from the age of 5 to 15 by my older brother. I said to him the other day that I forgive him but will never forget what he did to me….. This has lifted such a weight from my shoulders it feels great now. Reading your books allowed me to do this. So THANK YOU.

 Sharon

1. Out of Love For Yourself – e-Book – a deep approach to healing.
2. God’s Callgirl – my bestselling memoir of a Catholic nun who became a prostitute in her bid for healing from sexual abuse and finally the true healing journey.
3. Desire – my second book, an emotionally and phyically frank memoir about awakening as a woman.
4. The Price of Passion – Desire with a new cover and with the Epilogue – what happened after the story ended. Launched on 1st March 2010.

1. Out of Love For Yourself

Carla van Raay

A 94 page e-Book.

A deep approach to healing.

At last! A supremely practical,empowering and easy-to-follow guide to accompany a woman as she comes to terms with the legacy of having been abused.

Click here to read more

(Preview the Table of Contents.)

Out of Love is available as a Downloadable E-Book in PDF format for AU$10.00, click on the Buy Now button below to purchase.

Your Instructions

2. God’s Callgirl

Carla van Raay

 This is the book which instantly became a best seller in Australia and in the UK, and is now sold in six countries: Australia and NZ, Holland and Belgium, the UK, Indonesia, Portugal, Poland. It will be in Russia in 2008. In Germany, the title is Einmal Holle und Zuruck.

Foreign language copies are available from Carla for the same price as the Australian version in the following categories:

German, Dutch, Indonesian, Portuguese, Polish, Russian and more to come.

God’s Callgirl is a true story of how a Catholic girl first became a nun then a callgirl, four years after leaving the convent. She had made those drastic life choices from a background of sexual abuse that lay in her subconscious awareness until it could no longer be denied. Carla’s journey of healing has been an inspiration to many thousands of readers.

Readers Comments

 BUY NOW – from

Dymock’s
Amazon UK
The Book Depository - free delivery

3. Desire

Awakening God’s Woman – Carla van Raay

Dear Carla,

You sure know how to make a grown woman blush! That was my first reaction to your new book. As I continued to read on, it became quite confronting, bringing out the mountain of issues I have about my body, intimacy, my identification etc. Congratulations on being so brave to bare your naked soul to the world! I am only just beginning to allow myself to ‘feel’ my sexual urges, to feel good about them.

Your youthfulness seems to radiate around your entire being. I feel it is because there is no pretence with you, and that you live your life in truth. Thank you for sharing your life with us dear Carla.

Love and light,
Cindy xxx

Readers comments

 Now available from all good bookshops in Australia and New Zealand.

BUY NOW – from

Dymock’s

 4. The Price of Passion – Launched March 1, 2010

 
Launched March 1, 2010. The Price of Passion is the original title of Desire. Apart from the cover change, the new version contains The Epilogue – what happened after the story ended and several comments from hundreds received from readers. Here is one:

 ”This is the most sensual, non-pornographic portrail of mature sexual exploration and unconditional true love that I have ever read!” Paul McLeod

More Readers Comments

 BUY NOW – from

Dymock’s
Booktopia