Books
Three books to help heal your life and guide you. Starting with a book you can download from this site. Please note: e-book will be available for download shortly.
1. Out Of Love For Yourself
Carla van Raay
A 94 page e-Book.
A deep approach to healing.
At last! A supremely practical,empowering and easy-to-follow guide to accompany a woman as she comes to terms with the legacy of having been abused.
(Preview the Table of Contents.)
Out of Love is available as a Downloadable E-Book in PDF format for $10.00 US, click on the Buy Now button below to purchase.
2. Desire
Awakening God’s Woman – Carla van Raay
Dear Carla,
You sure know how to make a grown woman blush! That was my first reaction to your new book. As I continued to read on, it became quite confronting, bringing out the mountain of issues I have about my body, intimacy, my identification etc. Congratulations on being so brave to bare your naked soul to the world! I am only just beginning to allow myself to ‘feel’ my sexual urges, to feel good about them.
Your youthfulness seems to radiate around your entire being. I feel it is because there is no pretence with you, and that you live your life in truth. Thank you for sharing your life with us dear Carla.
Love and light,
Cindy xxx
Now available from all good bookshops in Australia and New Zealand.
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3. God’s Callgirl
Carla van Raay
This is the book which instantly became a best seller in Australia and in the UK, and is now sold in six countries: Australia and NZ, Holland and Belgium, the UK, Indonesia, Portugal, Poland. It will be in Russia in 2008. In Germany, the title is Einmal Holle und Zuruck.
Foreign language copies are available from Carla for the same price as the Australian version in the following categories:
German, Dutch, Indonesian, Portuguese.
God’s Callgirl is a true story of how a Catholic girl first became a nun then a callgirl, four years after leaving the convent. She had made those drastic life choices from a background of sexual abuse that lay in her subconscious awareness until it could no longer be denied. Carla’s journey of healing has been an inspiration to many thousands of readers.

